It’s been a long time for me not to feel a disaster
in my life. From these two disasters, I know that the fault is on me. I think
the first disaster in my life can make me wiser than before. But in this second
disaster happened to proof that: something is unchanged inside me.
I am not
growing! It’s just a matter of what inside me.
“A man is a man when he is able
to grow” and I just realize, something that struck me is not merely an incident,
but it is a conscious program made by the “unchanged me”. It’s a bad thing,
because I realize my condition for too late. I’m 25 already, God! Please spare
me one more time.
I know that I’m a stone-headed man. But one thing that I won’t
change is “believe in true love”.
God, please enable me to close this stupidity,
and open the new page of my life, now.
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