As long as I know terms "new year resolution", what I thought in my mind is about what things I want to change and how I change it. I never thought about whom will be my portion to enable me change myself. I used word "God" to make me feel secure, I never thought about God in deeper understanding. It's kinda weird when I was thinking about God deeper and deeper is the time when I less thinking about myself. And the weirder thing is when I was more caring for another, God's love is more expressed through me to others.
So in this new year, what I ought to do is not focusing on making new resolutions. (although I can't totally annihilate it, I have my own expectations too) But what I ought to do is to destroy the self-centered love to the selfless love. God gave me a mate. Surely God not give a mate that meet my need. But I know that He give me her, for making each of us fully a God-fearing persons.
Finally in this final words, what is my resolution in this year is to prepare myself to be better God-fearing person as a teacher to teach in love, as a mate to struggle together in love, as a son to obey parents as God ask, and as brother for everyone to caring in love..
May Christ's love dwell in our heart.. God bless you..
Happy new year 2015!
